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01-03-04.02:34

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today is my monday. well now that i heard what happened at collins party i guess i'm glad i didn't go. melanie's glad she didn't go. yeah.

i always say when someone does something wrong to me three strikes you're out. in this case i'm going for everyone deserves a second chance. trusting someone is also different from believing someone. promises are always meant to be broken. but being honorable by keeping your word is possible. so fool me once shame on you, fool me twice shame on me. god i hope i don't have to eat these words later on. they always ask what do i know when i don't talk to anyone. and the truth is i don't know anything. i only know what i feel. and when i get a feeling i am always right. always. my intuition is always right. i hate being right. i hate knowing. if i could keep myself out in the dark and blind i would. so sometimes i do, i close my eyes until they come to me and always tell me what's up. i'm not the first to know, you just can't keep anything from me. and you change like i said but you denied it until your conscience couldn't take it anymore. and now i'm stuck with the burden of knowing you inside out and your issues become mine because you are my friend and we depend on each other for support even we don't solve anything. so i guess it's good to have that kind of person around.

we're moving this jan 12. i can't wait to get to the westside of town so i can be close to charleston and i can take a summer class. no more driving on the freeway to get anywhere. and the bonus is we're getting a two bedroom two bathroom apartment. i'm so excited. apparently we're also gonna have more closet space. thank you lord! built in shoe racks oh and a roman tub! yipeeeeenesssss!!!!!!!!!! so yeah on the 12th. i have to stay at work now cause rent is gonna be a 100 dollars more a month. hey i stayed for 6 hours today. at least i didn't go home right away. that's why i try not to get to work so early so if i sign the eo i won't be the first. heheh.

i couldn't resist i bought the j lo still perfume. and i'm waiting for my burberry tender touch in the mail. what can i say i love to smell good. nyak!

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