fallen
12-23-03.23:19

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when you're with someone special and you say we'll have each other for ever, does it mean you'll be the same forever and BE in love forever or just have each other forever for the rest of your life? happily in love? or just .practical company? or obligational presence? what is the meaning of forever if death can cancel it. so whatever was cancelled goes on existing in another dimension. or anything not understandable after death right. we leave it all to fate. i don't understand these concepts of the heart. why am i trying to understand this? because is reality i can never not think of anything. i play mahjong to try not to ponder. but then again i'm always thinking of two things at once. so i listen to music while playing, but that makes me think about the music and think on and on and on... am i crazy? or am i just a wreck?

in contrary when someone says this is not forever, just how long is it ecpected, or intended to last? if you don't think something's gonna last what's the point in doing it? why do something for nothing? why give and not expect anything in return? because it feels good in the heart to give and make that someone who's been responsible for the melodious tune your heart has been beating for happy. that could be gratitude enough.

it's the trip not the destination. you might end up in a dead end. if you have to go somewhere in life. or if you knew where your life is headed despite the circumstance you know and you would end up in the same spot at the end, wouldn't it be worth while to make the journey unforgettable, exciting, lively, complete, full and special. cause it was good to have met you along the way. now because of that when i get to my stop i will feel good about it cause this may not be the life i wanted or dreamed or expected or even woked for but getting here was real and couldn't be more alive and the journey made me feel immortal and wise and loved.

am i making sense? parallel fates is possible.

don't ask me what's wrong cause i don't want to explain what i'm feeling and i don't even want to know what i'm feeling. if i feel a pinch in my heart i could block my mind from thinking where it came from and just forget about it and move on. i always say it's just feelings. you saw me shed a tear and even love conquers all i conquer myself. feelings carry on.

fate is cruel and love is unkind. it catches your breath while taking your life and sucking it in a pit of all its elements like care, jelousy, missing, thought, anger, joy, excitement....on and on till you can no longer breathe until you are lifted up taken by the hand by someone to rescue you in the right time to save you from drowning. cpe might be necessary wink.....wink. i need salvation.

"time that bends is stolen, a heart that mends is broken." rona

time seems to be everything before it happens, as it is happening and especially before it happens. memories of a spark of the light of life between two people when love is at the stage of addiction, irrisistibility and longing. time sucks!

along with the past is regret and all the other things that didn't happen but could've been better if it happened then. but memories are priceless and what is stored in the past can be a guiding light, a beacon, a star to refer touncircumstantially. the present could be anything so unpredictable and as the time passes we need to be ready to be strong, compasionate, and wise or it could affect the future which would affect the past. but the present should be enjoyed as it is and it comes this is the living part. how do you want life to feel? and the future that is always talked about and planned is never headed to what you want of how you want the future to be. the future is destination and the trip is the present.

hold my hand till we get there, and being loved is the best gift of a lifetime.

if someone says i have feelings for you heheh that could mean anything. can i use my own interpretation and would it mean the same as you?

let love out and fall like the rain so i can shower in my own tears. keep it inside and deprive me and youself from mortality.

like guam, it's raining here and sunny there. i'm standing in the middle feeling both. until the skies open like your heart and i can be free.

fallen

by mya

You complete me Like air and water boy

I need thee and when I'm in your arms I feel free Fallen My heads up in the clouds in love I'm proud To you say it loud Like an accident it happend Out of nowhere It just happend And I aint mad at all Because I've

Fallen Head over heels I've fallen In love with you I've fallen And I can't get up Don't wanna get up

Because of love (Because of love)

Fallen Head over hills I've fallen In love with you I've fallen And I can't get up Don't wanna get up Because of love

Baby

To let you get away is crazy (Let you get away) so I'm doing what it takes

To make you pledge your love to me

You see cause I'm tryna be a lady

For ever and ever baby The picture wouldn't be the same If you weren't standing next to me Can't you see I'm fallen

You compliment me Not an accesory Your nesesary You never could speak bad words against me Your bare with me

Security Are you here with me Your my hapiness My joy (Joy) And all because of you boy I look forward to the time

I spend with you Whatever it is we do

Touch me (Touch me)

Hold me (Hold me)

Love me (Love me)

Kiss me

In love with you

Talk to me (Talk to me)

Caress me (Oh)

Play with me

Don't wanna get up

It's gonna be

Your my everything

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