intuition
12-09-03.13:22

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i finally got over my birthday. whew! it's over with for this year. i'm gonna live on and not think about how old i just turned. yeah right. i'm still bummed out that i'm aging. why is it sich a big deal? lori, aisha, sandy and nini greeted me happy birthday all the way from accross the pacific ocean. wow, i'm actually still remembered! today i go back to work then go back to my days off. thank god. i know if i was working yesterday they'd mention it well maybe not cause curtis was supervisor but if brad was there i'm sure he would to torture me. plus, the main thing is that it's been hella cold yesterday and the day before. i'm about to wear three shirts tonight plus my 2 layers of jackets, then watch the put me in elevator 5. hahah for me. i bought ryan the N-gage. he's happy and he bought me a suade fuzzy jacket and a leather purse form wilsons. i'm gonna set my hair today just cause what do you do when you're blue or sick? you look your best! 'sigh' i don't know i have so much on my mind right now that even if i tried to write it down to sort things that would'nt help. i wonder what hazel is doing right now. i know kristy's about to have her baby. i think i'm gonna visit her in san jose and bring gifts in a couple of months. i need to write letters...but this is only 1/8th of the things that are on my mind besides bills etc etc etc etc....

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