kung pow
09-30-03.19:49

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just because i don't smile, doesn't mean i'm mad

just because i don't laugh, doesn't mean i'm sad

just because i'm moody, doesn't mean it's that time of the month

just because i cry doesn't mean i'm WEAK

just because i'm hurt, doesn't mean i lost

just because i'm quiet, doesn't mean i have nothing to say...

There was kungpow chicken at the buffet today. So that's what it tastes like. But what if it isn't really kung pow chicken? what if it's just a version of something similar to what the original version was meant to be? What if it's turned into something that can be accepted easily by the ignorant masses. and this due to lack of ethics, lack of wisdom and lack of respect-not to the kung pow chicken but to themselves also for spreading lies...hmmm. Truth is fabricated to fit petty ideals in immature miniscule minds.

Things happen and people talk but what sucks about it for me is i have no idea what kind of rumors are going on about me. Everybody says i'm the talk of the tower but what about? And every time I come forward no one tells me the truth. Funny how everyone says they’re straight up and don't talk shit. here is live proof of them talking shit. No one can face me. And God knows i tried 3 times. but i believe three strikes you're out. And to make this more borthering, it seems someone in management believes these rumors. ‘smiles’ I knew it! I knew he was as narrow minded and unprofessional as a thought he was. And once again I am proven right! This is really frustrating and I’ve had it really. So taking advice from a very good friend. And to make a long story short… I’m going into isolation. i am isolating myself from everybody in the tower. i will speak to no one of no one or nothing about anyone, anything or myself. i'm not a kid and although i feel like killing someone right now i will be a better person by ignoring these false allegations, ignoring the hateful motivations of the majority of the people around me. Sad to say i will now show up to work for the purpose of merely collecting my hourly wages and that is it. Damn, funny how a person could put soo much negative energy on one person. So pity this person full of insecurities and hate that boils inside them that will consume them from inside in the long run for a long time. Pity a guilty conscience full of lies and pity the people that can’t tell a lie from the truth. Pity. Pity. Pity. And for what? I am the kind of person people love to hate. Heheh. It’s all good. Because who I am and what I have is humble and they desire it.?!#$%& Bwahahahahah!!!!!!! I feel much better now. ‘closes this chapter’

By the way the party up in the sweet that jeff held last Sunday was a success although everyone was already wasted by the time me and rose got off of work. But even in our soberness we had fun. Jeff was soo funny and eveyone that went were cool. Pizza was good! And remember: ‘this is a 4!’ and ‘this is a 2’. One more time and we’re getting kicked out!

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