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05-12-04.18:28


i feel like i've been putting out some bullshit entries. which i don't mean to sometimes i have nothing to talk about, sometimes i can't get my shit together. i also realized my tagboard and my guestbook is missing...oh well, next time nalang.

i had this idea that all the poems and stuff i write could fit in one big notebook, then i got so stressed over making sure it would fit in that notebook that i couldn't think of anything to write. so now i'll just have a lot of notebooks lying around and i can just keep them together when they get full. i can be tanga sometimes. what i really want to do is make a living out of writing, and i know there are alot of better writers than me but the deciation and inspiration i could put out would be my entire life. so how's that for a hook? i'm planning on making my presentable portfolio right now i have some ideas but i really need to get it together, and i think the hardest part would be selecting the work to put in it. 'sigh'

i dyed my hair again. my son was asking me what color was my hair and all i could say is i don't know anymore, wait what does the box say...

yesterday was an experienced i have never experienced in my life. the winds up in the tower were so strong that if you stood still at 109 you can't it's like you're in a boat rocking from the waves of the water and the wind. i thought i was gonna get sick. it felt like you were drunk when the floor starts moving...damn. crazy.

Q_U_O_T_E_S:

Love is a friendship caught on fire

we say we love flowers, yet we pluck them. We say we love trees, yet we cut them down. And some people still wonder why some are afraid when they are told they are loved

Love is not a matter of counting the years -- it's making the years count

True love stories never have endings

We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love

Love is the exchange of two fantasies and the contact of two skins

The first duty of love is to listen

Where there is great love there are always miracles

Lust is when you love what you see. Love is when you lust for what's inside

Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime, and never let go till we're gone

Love means tearing down the separateness and the boundaries between your heart feelings and another person

When you are in love, life should not be measured by the moments of breath, but by the breath-taking moments

Real love begins where nothing is expected in return

If you have reasons for loving someone, then you are using your mind, but if you love someone for no reason, then you are using your heart

We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel completely alive. Where every sense is heightened, every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives

If you open your heart, love opens your mind

Hate is easy; Love takes courage

Love is wanting what you have, not having what you want

Love wholeheartedly, be surprised, give thanks and praise then you will discover the fullness of your life

Lester Burnham: It's okay. I wouldn't remember me either American Beauty

I don't need a reason to kill myself, I need a reason not to. Single White Female

Do not piss in our pool for we do not swim in your toilet bowl. Matthew Perry Friends

Somethings are true whether you believe it or not. City of Angels

And I love you and I always have... only I didn't realize that it was love 'cause it was more than love and not just some stupid feeling in my stomach like everything else. Liv Tyler Empire Records

"40,000 people die every day,why cant you be one of them."

"I quit my job. I didn't LOSE it - it wasn't like, oops, I lost my job, where is it ?!"~ American Beauty

"Life is pain you just get used to it." -- The Long Kiss Goodnight

"who knows where thoughts come from, they just appear!" -- Empire Records

The only difference is/ To let love replace all our hate/ So let's go there/ Let's make our escape Creed

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are / I couldn't help it / It's all your fault Alanis Morissette

And it's more than I can take/ It's just about to break/ All these feelings that we fake/Goodbye. Oleander

You got to lose to know how to win Aerosmith

I'm living for the only thing I know/ I'm running and not quite sure where to go/ and I don't know what I'm diving into/ just hanging by a moment here with you Lifehouse

MORE ALLY MCBEAL QUOTES:

I know I've got it great, really, good job, good friends, loving family, total freedom, and long bubblebaths. What else could there be?

The world is no longer a romantic place...some of it's people still are however, and therein lies the promise. Don't let the world win. Even if I get past all my problems I'm just going to go out and get new ones.

One of the keys to life: the fast forward. Every movie has its lousy parts. The trick is to fast forward through them. As time passes, you look back and say oh, that little thing, oh that. You fast forward to then right now, and you're over it.

How did I get to be such a mess so soon in my life?

I can always tell when something big is about to happen. Whether it's going to be good or bad, I can always tell. I can always feel it coming on.

Whoever said that plenty of fish in the sea thing was lying.

Sometimes there's only one fish. Trust me.

You can't win the raffle if you don't at least by a ticket.

I can't believe my life. One minute it's going okay, I mean...as okay as my life can get, then the gong knocks me completely off my feet.

So here I am the victim of my own choices, and I'm just starting.

How do I get myself into these things?

Today is gonna be an uh, a less bad day, I can feel it. Sometimes I wake up and I just know that everything is going to be...less bad.

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missed...
just a test - 12-18-04
consequence - 12-18-04
2004 burdei - 12-08-04
stacked - 11-17-04
kinda rainy - 08-22-04