malibu
02-26-04.17:02

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"you have yet to feel my rage!..." from deliver us from eva

"here i am by your side, you can hold tight, but you dont have to, cause i'm all for you." onang

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That's How You Like It-Beyonce & Jay-Z

I need a thug that'll have my back Do-rag, Nike Airs to match Ain't nothin' wrong with that That's how I like it, baby Where my thugs at? White T-Shirt, I love that Timberland boots, you does that, it's a fact That's how I like it, baby

I like the way you walk The way you talk The way you dress The way you smile I like the way you are The way you ain't I like your honesty, integrity, It levels me, so please don't ever change

That's How You Like It, huh That's How I Like It, baby

I like the way you brush your hair I like the stylish clothes you wear It's just the real things you do That's why I wanna stick with you Where my girls at? Let them know we love that Sexy way they does that (you did that) That's how I like it, baby

I hope you like my style The way I dress The way I flirt Say yes I hope you like my mind The things I say If I'm with you, then I'm with only you My loyalty will never, ever change

I know you've heard I'm a gangsta They say “Stay away from them gangstaz” They never change up, or pull they pants up, Well, baby girl, put ya foot down Don't let‘em push you around, you know what you like Baby thug, you know wrong from right You done felt grown before This can't be what it feel like And they don't really know whatcha feel like, for instance They don't know the difference between real life And the music videos & the raggedy magazines They have it badder than he seems All they see is my baggy jeans, my attitude I ain't mad at you, it's just my Clyde Way I wear my hat to the side Way I lean real low when I ride That's why my minds, they like my walk My accent from New York My way of thinking is slightly off They like the way he floss Leave the block on a bike, he come back on a Porsche But of course Most of all, they like my honesty, integrity, my loyalty Young Hovah & the Letter B How you like that, huh?

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just bought a new car, so now there is no way i can let myself go home early from work. i like my new car though. its a green mami car with 4 doors, v6 automatic everything. i'm just gonna tint it and put a system in it. ryan took all the gurly stuff from the other car and put it in mine 'where it belongs'..he's like finally this car can be man's car now, not no gurlie-gurl racer car. heheh.

it's been hella raining the past week. i like the rain but i have to say again and again people that live here in las vegas cannot drive in the rain. we get floods too and who would have thought that it would be ignorant for me to think that it was only in the philippines where a car would require a snorkle.

i had my yearly evaluation at the stratosphere last week also...no comment. 'smirk' february was a good month i cant wait till march not only cause me and ryan will be celebrating our 4 year wedding anniversary (maybe we could go to cali and take my new car there...hmmm) but like i mentioned in previous entries i have an opportunity to open up a bigger door for the better of everything. this will put everything in proportion financially and mentally. cause i'm such a mental case. yeah, that's the reason.

i'm not carzy, i'm just a little unwell..." matchbox20

i'm getting hooked on this friendster.com thing. but dang wouldn't you love technology too if through this simple process you are reunited with friends and family by pressing ENTER?

so my mother in law and them are back from their vacation in the philippines. lucky them...we'll be going there tonight for a bit cause i know the only reason is cause she wants to see jhosue but it's all good. i'm happy with that notion in my head.

i hate being so broke. but we always are. and we still always manage to live at our 'humble' standards. at least i know and ryan knows that the ring he got me is worth more than the tv he bought and twice as much as the down payment we made for the new car and here it is represented as asset on my finger.

funny, funny how things work. what people believe. what people say without thinking. what people do without thinking. funny what time can do for your well-being. funny how age can be relevant to experience thus relevant to wisdom. funny how dumb of us to think we know everything when we were young and when we get older we slowly understand what they were trying to tell us?...funny how people talk and act a certain way only to swallow it painfully and whole at the end. funny how little we actually know. funny what people will kiss for belonging, status and fame. funny how people will agree to something just to fit in. funny ARE backstabbers. funny how some people get political by talking to people they talk shit about. funny. funny. funny. funny how bitterness can be humorous. funny what people think they know but don't know and when realization takes over it's too late not to look like a fool.funny the power of words than mean something. funny how some statements don't matter cause it came from the wrong person....damn what am i talking about?

i ponder and ponder sometimes and keep going with the ideas in my head even i may sem insane.

"love is blind, it feels wrong when it's right"

"the devil wears prada"....i found these saying laying around on poeple's webby's with no reference of whom it came from so take your guess...i just liked them.

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