not interested
08-13-03.19:30

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i got interviewed monday for ticketing and i was dissappointed at their standards cause first they didn't seem to know what they were doing or who was clocking in it's a really long story and i told it so many times already but they're not brilliant. so i can just be in it for the money anyways. i want a new jeep and that much more will let me have that. curtis said my answers were good but me just being me i probably didn't seem enthusiastic enough about their department or the position. i probably bombed it despite the job was for me with all the good words management put in for me but oh well. it's really hard to respect authority if they don't act like they have authority. and when someone who is supposed to be above me say 'i don't know' to a question i ask them i loose respect too. i'm sorry but i have high standards like i have high expectations for myself. so for now if they reconsider me or not with less money i'll be happy with more i would have more to work for. me and my husband shared our day off together cleaning, watching movies, and eating. even though he was a bitch these past few days being moody and mean. today was ok. we watched the movie with dmx and jet lee soo cool. the action scenes were off the hook! i need a scanner so can post pix on my website. i think i'm gonna sign up for the gold account here in diaryland. whatelse...we did groceries in walmart and did laundry, vaccummed etc etc. i'm kinda hooked on ebay right now so if i don't go to optichat or write emails this is what i do now. i'm bidding for this antique chinese jade comb like the one in croutching tiger that ziyi chased after. heheh. it's only 7 if i win. there are hella cool stuff on ebay i never knew darn! so now i'm about to cook frozen pizza and finish my laundry then watch deliver us from eva. oh i bought the whole mr. bean series in dvd. i know i had to though it's classic. then if i still have energy tonight i'ma work somemore on my book and submit poems to get published even locally or something like that so i can develope a portfolio. i'm pretty tired though just been thinking alot of nothingness and uselessness....
here are some random quotes by anonymous authors that i found amusing...

"Trust in God but lock your car"

"Believe in love at 1st sight"

"Don't judge people by their relatives"

"Time will never die, but if you don't catch it, it will pass you by"

"When you lose, dont lose the lesson"

"Live for today & tomorrow, but always remember yesterday"

"Love deeply & passionately you might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely"



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