short but sweet
04-20-04.02:12

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people come to work to do a job to get paid to pay their bills or earn money for whatever personal intentions they have they need it for. and every person that comes to a work place has a specific task, role, and responsiblity to take care of. if your role is leader then act like one by setting an example and holding your honor by being honest and consistent. if your role is follower to the 'corporate ruler' which means you are probably one of the army men then do your duty unconditionally, and if a leader corrects an error you know you have done have the dignity to follow. at work alot of pride is swallowed and stepped on but the only way to keep it is to keep going and being able to grit your teeth and bear the responsiblities immortally.

the sun rises and falls but my body and soul doesn't know when to rest. night is day and day is night. i am comfortable at night in the dark guided by bright and dull stars. i can read them and i can follow them and i know what to do cause i know what they mean. the sun is too predictable and i am not.

in fairness...in a job or at work there will always be favoritism, envy, greed, hate that could make it miserable. it's up to you to find ways to make it pleasurable and owrth driving to and putting make up on.

naks!

i am numb to pain emotionally and physically. if you walked the paths i have and lived through the distaters along the way and saw what i saw and understood the aftermaths like i did, maybe you would be numb too. i can be sad i can be happy. i can cry and i can laugh. but my heart has been nroken so many times and i put it back together that now i can feel without letting my heart shatter. i'd like to say i turned off my ability to feel pain any emotion but the pleasant ones that don't make you weak or hurt you but in order to accept what is pleasant what is unpleasant must be endured and vice versa. this is why you can never be too happy in this life.

short but sweet.

sweet nothings...

only time...

there's more to love...

i can wait and i can just be...

you need to learn how to love me...

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