smile
01-28-04.12:12

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smile..not that i'm smiling right now but i have reason to smile i believe... rose (tanduay!) and verjo went to PI. my mother in law be going too. i wish i could go. gosh i haven't been there since 1997. and i know so much has changed in Cavite. i know for a fact we have more McDonalds restaurants. heheh. that's as probably as close to westernization we'll get. we're gonna buy a second car next month when my mother in law comes back from vacation. i'm so happy. i just want a good old reliable honda civic or something with AC and it doesn't have to be automatic cause i'm gonna be learning to drive a stick finally. as if i wasn't good with a stick heheh...

we're not getting the mustang cause there's still more due on it and we can't wait that long nor can we afford to take over payments of that amount for that long. on top of that we're planning a short trip to san diego in march who knows i might even run into rona...but we're going to sea world! and who knows what else....funny how we're always broke but have fun anyways and always get what we want. life is kind. i mean ryan just bought a new flat screen, $300 dvd player and new surround speakers. life is kind. it's a good thing both of us don't believe in saving money. but i know we need to save but like what my dad used to tell me you only live once and if you've got the strength and the health then you can always work and money is dispensable, and if you're always working might as well make the most of the time you're not working. so money should never be the only reason. convenience and enjoyment should be the reason. then you'd be living. i don't know something like that.

i bought the concert of regine and brian mcknight in vcd and first romance with john lloyd. (squeels!) he's so cute! that's probably the only reason why i watch it might be you in TFC cause bea isnt that cute not that i check out girls like that. i also bought the best of jessa cd, nina smile and jay-r...bakit pa ba sinaktan ko ang isang tulad mo...and ryan bought me a new Baby Phat purse oh my gosh i love it!!! then yesterday we were supposed to eat at Goldilocks on Eastern but his favorite auntie homewrecker was there so we just bought cakes and we left. we ate at IHOP. he didnt even say hi to her...narrow minded people that believe in rumors and don't have the intelligence enough to see the simplicity of what is real and not. bwahahahahahaha!!!!!!! maybe...nah nevermind. despite everything that went down...i ain't mad got nothing but love!

ryan got me one of those name things so here is what my name means: RONA--ENGLISH OLD NORSE ROOT "RHONA" meaning 'rough isle'

emotional spectrum..calm exterior yet...!@#!$#

personal integrity...her honor is well known among her friends

personality...she lives on the sunny side of the street

relationships...gives alot but expects alot

travel and leisure...while her career is important, her hobby takes the front seat

career and money...leadership skills emerge early in rona

life's opportunity...a lifetime of helping others is reward enough for rona...

what if / nina 'smile'

you know the things i said to you/not for a minute did i ever mean it/i could see it in your eyes/the hurt and the surprise oh boy/somehow the words just got away/dont ever think i never tried to stop them no/i had to watch you turn around/walk away without a sound tell me baby

[chorus]:what if i took it back/what if you would forgive me/i would do anything to undo what i did last night/what if we could turn back time/back when you would believe me/would you help me instead to unsay what i said last night/what if wrong could trun to right?

we're not meant to be this way/we're not supposed to share a destiny like this/all the plans we have made/can't let them fade away, fade away...chorus

there aint no distance too far i put myself on the line/there's nothing i wouldn't do to get you back in my life...what if wrong could turn to right.

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