Sweet Dreams
04-05-04.02:26

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i noticed something about my web page, that sometimes it only shows half the page. i don't know if it's my computer or my layout, so if you only get part of my page, in other words if you don't see the angel on the bottom that's not the whole page...please let me know. or you can just keep refreshing till you do.

i'm still waiting for my plates in the mail. it's been a while now, i want my plates! i think i'm gonna buy a digital camera...i could buy the 5 megapixel one or get a crappy 2 megapixel and keep the rest of the money for something else. which i probably will spend on something stupid. gosh it's so not me to be updating on my work day. it's the day light saving time thing that got me all screwed up i don't know when to sleep. heheh. um. i forgot what i was going to say. did mention i got the usher and janet cd? i love the usher cd other songs i like are number 3, 4 and 17. janets cd...is strictly BOOM BOOM music. we bought texas chainsaw 'freaked me out like woe like woe' and got ffxi when it came out? haven't had the time to really play with it though but i think i'll do that on my days off aside from my chores and my sleep requirement, so this b!tch doesn't get cranky...cause from now on i will stay quiet. there will be nothing for no one to talk about me. i said this long time ago already ane here i am again caight up cause i think i actaully went out of this silence and became sociable again...but i'm better off being in a place where no one knows what i'm thinking or doing and i'm not associated closely to anyone. silence is peaceful, mysterious, and not wrong. you don't open your mouth people say you say things, open your mouth-what more then! that's exactly what happened 'sigh' so for those of you reading this right now bwahahahah...! i know who you are. i see you, remember...i have spies. 'snicker' yeah right...honestly i don't know what i'm talking about and right now you're thinking: what the hell is she talking about...nothing!!!!! absolutely nothing.

off the record cause i am at peace now, i learned that it's not right for someone to tell you to take off your wedding ring. but if you signed something then you threw your rights down the drain and they get to do so, and they can 'bluff' you into having to sign it and it doesn't seem like there's anything wrong with that. why does everything have to be mind games. Mind Games. i will eventually master this game. and another thing, i have motivation always have always will. the fact that i can make my kids life more luxurious is something i want to strive for and being able to do so is reason enough to keep me going and keep me happy, and content....blah blah blah. 'smile'

friday we went to see standing tall. the movie was short, honestly i didn't think much of the story. and at the end i thought there would be more bad guys cause in the beginning they had the man power to cut up the rock and at the end the villans grew sparse?! maybe they all exploded at once, who knows. but the action scenes were tight. johnny knoxville is funny. especially the part where the guy goes 'you stabbed me with a potato peeler?!' heheh. i'm still not over that. that's funny. the rock is hot though...whew!

another thing are these thoughts: almost convinced me you were turned around but everybody knows almost doesn't count, can't keep on loving you one foot outside the door i feel a funny hesitation of a heart that's never really sure i can't keep o n trying if you're looking for more than all that i can give you then what you came here for, say you can't go a day without me, there's more to love, my pride on the smile on my face, you're gonna want me back, why would you ever doubt the love i have for you, so selfish baby, everything you want i do, everybody needs a little time away, atado a tu amor, i spent all my days and nights trying to be a good friend to you, do you ever think of me like i think of you, would've been a pleasure just to know you name, i didn't ask for love letters so why did you give them to me, trust the warmth inside can you feel my love alive and when it hurts open your heart and the love you find is my love, should've never looked your way or saw your face, heart all the hurt will soon be gone if you just keep on being strong don't you break on me i need to make you see it wasn't meant to be, can you help me understand i thought i made you better man, could this really be a wrong when it feels right to do, i'm officially missing you, i don't wanna be a distraction to you just love me for a little while, baby a girl can dream... and so the Sweet Dreams continue.........

Message: W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R . . .

1) pierce your nose or tongue? NOSE

2) be serious or be funny? FUNNY

3.)milk or skim milk? SOY MILK

A R E Y O U . . .

4) simple or complicated? AS COMPLICATED AS IT GETS

D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .

5) flowers or angels? ANGELS

6.)blue or red? BLUE

7) color or black-and-white photos? COLOR

8.) love or lust? LOVE BUT LUST IS MORE EXCITING WHILE LOVE IS PERMANENT

9) sunrise or sunset? SUNSET

10) M&Ms or Skittles? SKITTLES

11) rap or rock? BOTH

12) staying up late or waking up early? STAYING UP LATE

13) tv or radio? TV

15) eating apples or oranges? ORANGES

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . .

16) Do you have a crush?: FREDDIE PRINCE JR AND TOBY MCGUIRE

. . . D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .

18) being hot or cold? HOT

19) tall members of the opposite sex? HELL YEAH THEY HAVE TO BE TALL CAUSE I'M SHORT

20) sun or moon? MOON

21) emeralds or rubies? DIAMONDS

22) left or right? BOTH

24) sun or rain? RAIN

25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? * SORBET

26) green beans or carrots? BABY CARROTS

27) boys or girls? UMMM...

28) low fat or fat free? EXTRA FAT

M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . .

29) What is your biggest fear in the world? THE SAFETY, HAPPINES, WELL BEING OF MY KIDS

30) Kids or no kids? 2 BOYS

31) Cat or dog? BOTH BUT I DONT HAVE PETS

32) Half empty or half full? HALF CRAZY HALF SANE

33) Mustard or ketchup? MUSTARD AND RANCH

34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? BOTH IT DONT MATTER

35.)news paper or magazine? MAGAZINES

36) Sandals or sneakers? SANDALS, CLOGS, SLIPPERS

37) Wonder or amazement? WONDER

38) Red car or white car? WHITE

39) Happy and poor or sad and rich? HAPPY AND POOR

40 Singing or dancing? DANCING

41) Hugging or kissing? BOTH HEHEH!

42) Corduroy or plain? BOTH DEPENDS ON THE MOOD

43) Happy or sad? I WISH I WERE HAPPY ALL THE TIME BUT THAT's UNREALISTIC IN LIFE

45) Blonds, brunettes? BOTH...HIGHLIGHTS?!

A B O U T Y O U . . .

What time is it? 549pm

Names and ages of siblings? ONLY CHILD

Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? SECRET

Pets? MY BOYS! JUST KIDDING!

Height? 4'11

Eye color? BROWN

Hair color? I DONT KNOW ANYMORE

Piercings? EARS

Tattoos? ON MY BACK "ONE HEARTED DEVOTION" IN KANJI AND A BLUE HEART

Student? IN BETWEEN

Artist? ME? THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME SHOULD KNOW

company? I WANT MY OWN

Boyfriend? BETTER...HUSBAND

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